I don't gig this stuff because I have a very very hard time memorizing the music....and I have a huge confidence issue. I did a couple corporate gigs a couple years ago for the now defunct Borders Books for no pay, just to get out there...sold a few Cd's there, but I was so nervous that I didn't enjoy myself. Being solo is so nerve racking for me. I just don't have that feeling of "I'm good enough to do this".
Like this song, it took me about 30 minutes to get a recording I was happy with, and I can't wrap my head around being able to do it all the time in public without havng those extra takes. I know it's not necissarily the music that's the problem, but my head.
But I do appreciate all the feedback over the years you've given me, it's not gone to waste.
In Space, no one can hear me sing!